Comfort of Darkness

There's a saying that to be able to lie effectively, you got to be able to lie to yourself 1st. And if you watched the episode of desperate housewives where George the pharmacist takes the Lie detector test, i'm sure you'll agree with me=p

After all if u can decieve yourself, the one person who definitely noes the truth, then smoking other people shouldn't be a problem liao right?^_^

When someone becomes unusually happy, it could mean 2 things. 1stly, of cos is that the person has something to be genuinely happy about. Or secondly, it could be the calm before a storm man....

Its like when someone receives some bad news, the mind goes into some kind of overcompensatory overdrive, and the person starts to become unusually cheerful all the time.... but as they say, the higher u climb, the harder u fall man....

Self-decievement, while it sounds kinda wrong and escapist, really does work pretty well...... well at least while it lasts.....

Death Cab for Cutie - Marching bands of Manhatten

Sorrow drips into your heart

Through a pinhole

Just like a faucet that leaks

and there is comfort in the sound

But while you debate

half empty or half full

It slowly rises

Your love is gonna drown....

So the longer the self decievement lasts.... the worse its gonna be when the truth finally hits you....

Hmm wonder who i'm talking about man..... wah so Um Um haha..... just like the cone of light on the tympanic membrane right?;pp