What IF......

You know.... whenever things in life don't go your way.... do you ever get that lingering feeling of what if? You know, the thought that if you had done things differently, would the outcome have changed?

I know i get that feeling sometimes.... but seriously its damn bad.... all it does is leaves you with a bitter taste of regret.... cos whats past is past man... you cant change it....
But frankly speaking.... a lot of things in our life is out of our control man.... its like... a lot of things in life are like.... fated.....

Imagine a guy who gets knocked down by a car while crossing the road. If he had left his house 1 min later or earlier.... he would still be alive man..... He could have forgotten to take something on his way out... so he would have to go back and take it.... and he would still be alive!! But he just had to leave the house at that exact time......

If you're lucky you can end up doing the right thing, at the right place, at the right time.
On the other hand, if your damn unlucky(like me), you can end up doing the wrong thing, at the wrong place, at the wrong time=(

I used to wonder what would have happened if i had studied harder for my O lvls... would i have been able to get into RJ? would i have gotten into medicine on my 1st try? or would i not have gotten into med at all??

But if there's one thing i learnt from watching Back to the Future(you know that 80s movie with Micheal J Fox in it....), its that changing the past can have serious repercussions on the future man.... so you should always be careful for what you wish for...=p

So actually now that i look back.... i wouldnt want to change a thing in my past man..... cos what matters is that i finally got into medicine.... and thats like a life's dream come true...
No offense to most of you buggers out there... but seriously you people will never appreciate something until you've lost it man..... but then again its only human nature to "Bu jian guan chai bu liu lei"(only cry when you see the coffin)......